Sirens are born good but a danger to all and herself once broken...
they need only to be broken by the one who mattered most(Tamer) to them...
once broken, the transition begins...
The closer a siren is to the original siren,
the more excruciating the transition from unassuming mortal girl to stone cold vivacious temptresses
Once the transition is complete, there will be no turning back;
nothing compares to what a Siren can do with just a wink or a smile
The transition is irreversible but the damage dealt can be contained;
if the one that mattered most accepts the love of the transitioned Siren,
her focus would instantly revert towards the one that mattered most;
Sirens only "want" one person in their lifetime; for in that want,
the Siren has already selected her Tamer( her supposed to be husband)
the destiny of the Siren and Tamer have always been sealed by Fate since the beginning of time
The reason why Sirens turn into the cold blooded seductive vixens of land, sky and seas is simple;
their Tamers didn't reciprocate their love~
This inevitably turns their love for their Tamer into a huge gaping hole in their heart..
"How many must hearts must I break till mine heals?
How many men must die till I get to live again?"
This will be the words that Sirens will live by till the end of their days
once they have been broken by the one that mattered most...
These beautiful alluring creatures were born to love;
yet it doesn't necessarily mean they would be loved in return...
They can lure all but one man to their untimely doom
Siren can tell if someone is her Tamer when none of her antics, tricks or casts and spells work on that person;
yet somehow she will be strangely drawn to that unassuming man...
The Tamer always approaches his Siren first; hence why the Tamer has a crucial part for the safety and sake of all...
Only the Tamer can control, stop and calm the Siren down...
Tamers are those unlikely beings no one would expect to be able to control a Siren
Each Tamer is different for each Siren
Tamers are mortals, except for the Original Siren's Tamer...
The Original Siren's Tamer is not mortal to begin with;
His origin and affinity remains unknown throughout history...
- Current Location:Standing on the Crossroads of Life
- Current Mood: confused
- Current Music:Part 2: Paramore
Since you said I try too hard, too much...
then I won't try anymore from no on.
I'll try to push my plan
I won't talk to you
I may not be able to
stop myself from thinking about you
But I will try...
I know when I'm not wanted
I can take hints
I'll try my best to not talk to you for as long as I could...
I doubt you'd reach out to me...
So maybe that would be our last words...
Maybe I might get over you this time around
For my sake, I hope so...
- Current Location:In the middle of my crossroads; leading to no good futures
- Current Mood: rejected
- Current Music:Stay Away: Secondhand Serenade
- Current Location:the room of confessions
- Current Mood:discontent, depressed, and distraught; recovery: TBA
- Current Music:Distance: Christina Perri
Alot can happen in a year...
The year before,
I was free. or at least I thought I was...
I was courted then bounded unceremoniously...
Who knew being in a relationship felt like forced labor?
The year before,
the naive and gullible self...
was betrayed and abused in the most unconventional way...
I miss my naivety,
for it showed that I believe in the promise of happiness
I miss my gullible nature
for it proved that everyone is trustworthy at the end of the day.
My past self holds eyes that shine with optimism
She saw good in all those around her
Not once did she doubt others and herself
She saw that every possibility holds good intentions.
Now, I wish for that girl to take my place.
Kill my present self and let the past take its place.
My current state has left me bare and vulnerable
Now, hope and dreams are for the weak and abused
Wants and desires are for the wealthy and greedy
Feelings are like a gold plated leaves
It may appear blissful but no one can see the deterioration of the person inside
until nothing but a shell will be left of me.
I now feel like everyone can be a traitor
No one holds good intentions towards their neighbor
There is no true freedom but death
No one is trustworthy enough to hold my heart
Resistance against a damned fate is futile
All hope is not lost when there was no hope to begin with;
thus nothing can be lost.
Only a handful of people in the world can I consider my true friends
Those are the people, no matter then distance, are worth protecting and fighting for.
These are the people worth continue living this damned existence for.
They are worth the time and effort, no matter how ridiculous the request maybe...
True love is for the brave and risk takers...
If you're not willing to risk it all, don't bother trying;
you're not ready for something like this...
It doesn't mean that if you gave your all and your best shot,
that you'll get what you want.
You can only hope that luck would be by you side.
Better befriend and make good acquaintances with pain and sorrow
For they would always welcome you with open arms at the end of everyday.
Not all your suitors are your true love
Not all gentlemen are actually gentle or men
They may be weened to be proper and respectful
but don't be fooled;
they may have the best intentions but sadly paired up with the worst executions.
Remember the words "sisters before misters";
appreciate and cherish those who had stood by you
through heart break and silly napkin runs.
Not all nice guys fall for you;
unfortunately for me, they're just nice and caring
they worry for you and say lots of nice things
but they still won't look at you as something more
this kinda makes you wanna take a chance on bad boys.
Grades are useless if you can't get the job done right and on, preferably, ahead of time.
Family is a group of people you're stuck with;
the key to surviving is to find someone inside who understands and supports you without question.
Positive feelings like happiness, joy, especially, love
These are precious and fleeting
Which kinda makes them an ass
Making us get tortured, used, and abused
just to experience that one moment of bliss??
I'm contentedly residing as Torment and Neglect's new roommate
at least, they'd still be there when I wake up in the morning
(Torment gets the paper while Neglect makes the breakfast)
So far, this comes to mind...
I'm rather excited and terrified to know what happens next...
So before anything happens,
I've decided to put my heart in a venom coated glass display
Filled with the toxic gas
and surrounded by electrically charged barb wires
and mutant chimeras in the toxic moat
Yes, they can try to look and touch, if they survive...
- Current Location:near the walls of history
- Current Mood: exhausted
- Current Music:Show Me: Jessica Sutta
I both want to be happy but live alone
I both want to be rejected but be loved
I choose both ends of the same spectrum since I can't choose which weighs more...
I know the words and I can't bring myself to speak
I hum the song but I can't bare to sing
Each time I try to make a choice, I end up choosing none at all
Each second pass kills me inside
Yet each second I sense hope resides
I'm so confused but I see things so clear; that I have no idea what is feeling
Beating around the bushes only prolongs my ache
Tell me, should I stay and wait
And let my feelings begin rot and decay?
Or just tell me go on and move forth
So I can freely look up north
and wonder and ponder the possibility
that could have been you and me?
- Current Location:in a foodless reverie
- Current Mood: hungry
- Current Music:like it or leave it by aly and aj
How I love my freedom...
I knew that this feeling outweighed the price I had to pay
Heavy and dreadful as it may have been...
But I knew in my very core, this is where I belong
No one to hold me down
Cruel was my means
Yet it was the sure fire way towards my dear sweet freedom
And I regret nothing
My struggles in that contract were bittersweet memories
Lots of efforts wasted made it bitter
The lessons I got made it all too sweet
I knew I'm not meant to be caged
I am no one's pet
I have no master I serve to
For I relish on my methods of navigation through life
Those times felt like winter's finest hours
Beautiful to look and gaze upon
Yet treacherous and deviously misleading
Remembering it all, I know I had no regrets
I didn't have those moments of doubt
Because I lived in the moment
I thought that it as medicine
I just have to choke it up since it was "good for me"
Maybe I thought it was "good for me"...
Because I have zero first hand experience in that sort of predicament
I've just realize that I dove in for the experience;
not for the situation, or whatever perks it always boasts
Well, as well despite the nuclear ending...
I had fun
I learned alot
I've changed (for the better, I hoped)
That experience made me feel like...
I've conquered winter
And now welcomed spring
With open arms and a strong heart
While getting pumped up for the arrival of summer
Honestly, I'm glad I've gone through it
And because of it,
I'm rather optimistic (not desperate) about my next encounter with winter
I just hope next winter will be more understanding (and less dramatic *fingers crossed*)
So thanks to winter,
We had our time,
Now I've moved on
I'm now more than ready for spring and summer to come along
Winter, thanks for the memories!!
- Current Location:in the waiting shed of thoughts
- Current Mood: grateful
- Current Music:Summer Boy by Lady Gaga
Pain; I thought I've conquered it all
Thought I know real pain
That I knew it so well
I could turn it inside out and flip it up or down
I thought I could still tell what it is because I know it all too well
Well, in fact, I was wrong
The wild thunderstorm contained in my chest makes it harder for me to breathe
The unrestrained beating in the middle is making everything way worse
To the point that the jury in my head are at a war neither had started
With all of this unravelling at the same time,
I find it miraculous that not a tear was shed as a form of relief
Though with what had happened,
The tears deemed themselves inadequate to represent this body's current predicament
Things would have been easily to process
Easier to assess & formulate a solution
If all not for the source
I never knew this type of pain would come from the one I hold dear
This is the reason why I've disciplined myself to never lean on others
Because one day, they are bound to leave you
I should have never let my heart lean
Never should have hoped for the impossible
Yet even the cautious will have to bow down to the inevitable
Even those who are careful will one day have to conquer their hurdle
Like many others, a part strongly wants to effortlessly leap the diminutive hurdle
Yet the other part sat in defeat at the foot of the obstacle
With continuous rambles about wasted efforts
As much as I'd like to avoid, to a great length I would
If allowed, I would have hidden under a rock
Safe, unnoticeable, plain & simple
Life there would not have been filled with infinite distress
With constant edginess, thinking of nightmarish what ifs & could have beens
Why do I choose to stay?
Why, despite all the pain & suffering?
Despite all the grief and sacrifice,
Why do I choose to stay?
Why must I make myself go thru loops of fire?
Swim in a sea of broken hearts, trying not to drown?
Why do I allow myself to go thru all that which I deem stupid beyond recovery?
As much as I would like to not admit it,
Looks like even I'm no exemption from love's tormenting whirlwinds of change
- Current Location:beside my chilly remorse
- Current Mood: indescribable
- Current Music:Killing me softly: Katrina Parker
It doesn't know how to react other than by its instincts.
If it experiences pain, it learns not to do what had caused it pain.
If only life had a manual, living through it would be so much easier.
Indeed, if such manual has existed...
We would not know of pain
All of these, we could have avoided if such a thing existed...
Who am I kidding?
Even if such tangible thing existed,
Sure, it may warn us of those mentioned above
But it had not accounted the actual impact of the stated.
It can only warn; protect, maybe if we follow it.
All may theoretically be avoided if we follow it
But what has also not been taken to consideration is...
Curiosity will drive those with enough of it to those we so wish to avoid
It will and can drive us beyond our fears
To the very corners, the very edge of our sanity
But what is sanity, really...
I think it's something we see as a normal state of mind
But what is normal?
Who to say one is normal?
They may have the number but that does not give them the right.
I'd like to remind whoever'll read this that...
Nothing great ever comes out from mediocrity
Those who dared to dream go farther towards the unknown
Those who dared to take a step farther gain more than those who stayed in conformity
Only the great dared to dream
Dared to venture where all feared to thread upon
Dared to go against society to prove that something out there is worth fighting for
So you see, even if such a thing as that manual ever existed...
I, for one, would read it to know what it stands for
For what it fights for
As respect to itself & it's creator
But it does not mean that I'll simply shut up & follow
like a brainwashed slave society wants me to be
I'll just read for the sake of reading then go forth with my life
I'll dare myself to go farther beyond my known horizons & seek what I have yet to discover
I'll dare myself to go pass the borders of reality, making my own reality
Besides, what is life if you simply do & follow?
School, that's what!
And I'm sure as heck not everyone likes to stay at school
just to be conformed & be molded into the so called "perfect citizen"?
I went to school to study & learn whatever I think I should learn before venturing into the world,
not to be played up & be toyed with like molding clay into their liking.
As you can see, I jotted quite a lot right now.
First, talking about avoiding reality's harsh consequences
And ending with my reason to go to school!!
I'm quite amazed with how it's come up to be
I do wonder how far I can go with this...
Well, only time & life can tell
- Current Location:wherever my body resides
- Current Mood: impressed
- Current Music:Swallow by Emilie Autumn
Let's just say I know things I'm well aware, these things not meant to be known.
I find these thoughts hauntingly beautiful to the point it, well, haunts me towards reality.
So I can say, only a sick mind can & has the right to console & confide with a fellow psycho.
What terrifies society, we demented individuals find unusual beauty that only we apprehend.
We simply see things a whole lot better; more like, we appreciate more things than most would.
We find solace in unconventional places.
We find safety in assumed danger.
We find comfort in undeniable pain.
We are simply individuals, being unique and living our lives the way we want.
- Current Mood: awake